Late post because I was at work all day..but it doesn’t make the message less sentimental.
Let me tell you about this woman right here! My beautiful mother is my entire world. Though we may fuss and fight all the time, at the end of the day she’s the most important person in my life. Thank you for bringing me into the world and putting up with me everytime I made one of your hairs turn gray! I love you, Mommy!
I honestly don’t know what to think anymore..
I think I’ve been stretching myself out too much lately. There’s so much that’s needed of me to get done and I’m nowhere even close to knowing where to start. School. Work. Trying to keep up with my social life. How can I satisfy all without dropping another?
I don’t know. Lately I think I’ve been way over my head trying to balance things out..but whenever I try, I end up forgetting something that needed my attention the most. Every time I try to put a positive step in the right direction it’s like I end up falling back into my old habits. Fucking lackadaisical attitudes towards life and school is ruining everything I’ve tried so hard to build. It’s not like I’m failing..but I know I can do better…but I just can’t. Like it’s some sort of…mental block? Or maybe I’ve just got too much on my plate that I can can’t handle….I thought taking a break from reality to relax would help but I think that just made things worse…
Where’s my motivation to accomplish all the things I once desired? How can I actually live my life the right way when I’m not doing the things that I love?
Am I the only one that has a decision maker app on my phone to make decisions for me because I’m too indecisive?
Him: But they're just friends though..
Me: Well yeah but..they're going to be together eventually...SIGH. Fine. Do you want to be the Finn to my flame princess?
Him: But Finn isn't really sure who he wants..
Me: Ugh. Fine. Well then do you want to be the red ranger to my pink ranger?
Him: ... *runs his hand down the front of my face* Shhh. Just stay beautiful, babe.
I hate when people say “no homo”.
Like..if you’re secure about your sexuality then you shouldn’t feel the need to say it.
Idk. That’s just me.
And last but not least, a picture of me and Jess.
Best friends for almost 15 years and still going strong.
Love you, Boo! <3
I got ink poisoned by my best friend.
It’s kinda cool to have a friend that’s an artist and can do wonders with a pen.
My cousin and I’s morning convo. No biggie.
I love the fact that she’s 30 and we can make these references.
I’m free falling from here on out. Whatever happens, happens.
You never do any of the things that you say you will.
That shit really pisses me off.. Don’t get my hopes up on promises you barely manage to keep.
I’ve been letting a lot of things get to me lately and it’s making me stress out a lot. I need a break, or a good laugh, or
maybe a good cry? just a huge cheesecake to drown all my problems with. Food solves everything.
Maybe my little getaway this weekend will be exactly what I need to get my mind off of things and people that don’t matter.
At least I hope so. :/
Best Friends Fo eva! What would I ever do without this chick?
20 years old and we still act like we’re 15.
Today is just the best day ever.
I got tweeted by my favorite asian porn star and I regret nothing!
Keni Styles, You sir, have made me a happy girl.